Ok, so the other day I said, I am fine, I'll give it to my HP, it will be ok. Well now I AM FREAKING OUT!!! All the construction stuff has been worked out, my friend said he would take the trees from my property down, well, HE CAN'T!!! I totally understand, I get it they are to big, I think we all were wishful thinking, but know I am losing it because I really have been budgeted to the max!!! I have been working on getting new estimates, but I really have no extra cash to throw that way. I have some BIG ASS TREES!!! I am hoping that someone will actually want to take them to sell for firewood or something or not charge me a crazy number to take them down. I am doing all I can to try to find a solution, but I can't stop thinking about this even though I am trying to turn it over. I think the bigger stuff is easier to turn over, because you have one out come or another, this is not so easy, I HAVE TO GET THESE DOWN. my contractor already ordered the house, I can't do anything else. I am a little upset he didn't tap me and say these are really big, but I guess I was just naive!!
Pray that I can give it up, because I need some prayers for that now!!