Monday, August 8, 2011
I know this is petty
I just removed all my soon to be ex-husbands family and close friends from my facebook. I know, so childish, but at 1st I didn't want to delete, because most are nice and I like them. Now I know I am going to have to move forward and I can only move forward if I feel comfortable doing so. Sometimes on FB people post things or places or pictures, I don't want him viewing my every move. If he wanted to know about what I was doing, then he wouldn't want to get a divorce. In the next month or so I am going to be putting up info about my new job and maybe my new house stuff and he really doesn't need to know about any of that!!! I guess I was hoping that my husband would magically become well and we could still be together, maybe not 24/7, but maybe sometimes. I am building a new life, a life that was imposed on me because of his illness, and the only way I can move forward and make it how I want it is if I am free of the binds of wanting to participate in a life that is no longer mine. So be gone from my facebook all you people that make my heart hurt, be gone!!!