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Monday, August 8, 2011

I know this is petty

I just removed all my soon to be ex-husbands family and close friends from my facebook.  I know, so childish, but at 1st I didn't want to delete, because most are nice and I like them.  Now I know I am going to have to move forward and I can only move forward if I feel comfortable doing so.  Sometimes on FB people post things or places or pictures, I don't want him viewing my every move.  If he wanted to know about what I was doing, then he wouldn't want to get a divorce.  In the next month or so I am going to be putting up info about my new job and maybe my new house stuff and he really doesn't need to know about any of that!!!  I guess I was hoping that my husband would magically become well and we could still be together, maybe not 24/7, but maybe sometimes.  I am building a new life, a life that was imposed on me because of his illness, and the only way I can move forward and make it how I want it is if I am free of the binds of wanting to participate in a life that is no longer mine.  So be gone from my facebook all you people that make my heart hurt, be gone!!!

3 comments:

  1. Thanks, it does feel good to not be open to be monitored, not like they really care that much, but just for me!!

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