Wow, Irene blew through, some people are not going to have power around me until the 1st or 2nd. I am so lucky, mine came on last night at about 8:30. I actually packed up the dogs and went to my aunts house. I was lucky, she doesn't mind the dogs. Then I came back because I had to work today. So it all worked out!!
My head is still wanting a drink. I think it's because I am just in a weird place right now and I know I am alone. I understand and I know it is the best, but I am really all alone. I had my friends and my aunt checking on me, but I didn't have someone with me, if something did happen. But on the other hand my husband was never there either. I would have to handle everything or he would have a freaking breakdown. So, maybe I was (mentally) preparing for the worse by wanting a drink because that is what I did when he would freak, I would drink to escape his bullshit. Let's say that's what it was. When I was at my aunt's house she was drinking I was ok. I know I can stay sober, because without sobriety I will have no happiness!!!
The promises are coming true for me, look how blessed I have been the last few months, how things fall into place, just as they should be. The picture to the right is my lot being cleared!!!! YEAH!!!