Friday, October 7, 2011
It's been a while!!!
My ex has been writing me some emails here and there. He is still living as a victim, and a complainer, but I can see he is trying to be more up beat, but he is still so depressed. He is sad, but I a not going to get to connected to the situation. He pushed me away and threw me aside as if I meant nothing and that can be forgiven, but never forgotten. He still needs so much help and I don't know if he will learn all he was meant to learn in this life. He still plays such a victim, always able to put the blame on others all the time. I pray for him so much, sometimes I even pray he gets well enough that we can have a long distance relationship, I know CRAZY ALCOHOLIC THINKING!!! I just have to continue to move in a positive direction and keep myself on track. This next year I am sure will be filled with ups and downs, but I have to remember to be honest with myself about relationships and people. I need to learn from the past, not be such a people pleaser and think about what is good for me too, and not fix everyone!!!
Hope you all have a great weekend, what a beautiful day today is!!!