So today was a bit stressful. The contractor, who is a procrastinator, didn't make sure there was enough room for the house and the crane. Big scramble this morning, big stress on me. It's so funny how you can see how poorly some people behave, I wanted to throw some AA materials at him(not that he is an alcoholic) so he could learn to take responsibility for HIS actions. It sort of reminds me of my ex. Always bitching about what he perceives as others doing him wrong!! Today it was all him, and he tried to yell at someone and I called him on it, it was kind of funny, but I think he needed to be reminded. Tomorrow the other part of the house will be delivered and the crane will be putting it on the foundation. I am very excited but nervous. I keep praying to my HP and I honestly can feel that he is present with me, but I really do need the support right now. I know all this would not be possible if I was not sober!!! Sobriety is everything and I know that. If I was drinking I would just be a compete mess. I am so blessed, and I know that, I just have to keep remembering that.
I am going to better meetings thank God and I met some people last night that spoke and they gave me some different ones to try. The pieces will fall together, I just need to be patient. Right now the meetings I am making are good and they are helping me, so I am very thankful for that!!
Hope your all doing well, keep your fingers crossed for me!!