I have a job that at least pays me, but I need to get busy and that is a huge problem. I have to pace myself on the criticisms I give them because they get pissed. I just pray and affirm everyday that it is happening!!!
I have a home and I am safe and the dogs are doing great.
I am lucky and blessed, but sometimes I just hate when my fears kick in!!
I still have not found a solid foundation here and it is my fault. I am now working 6 days a week and I have no time to get to a meeting. I just pray I can figure it all out!!
This picture is the dogs in my loft while I work on my school stuff, so cute, they are so sweet!!!
Just keep swimming... just keep swimming... :)
ReplyDeleteI know its no help, but I can honestly say that for me the first 2yrs were rough (and thats putting it mildly). My emotions seemed all over the place. Its only in the last few months that I feel like I am finally stabalizing and thinking more clear.
Hang in there, you are doing an amazing job giving what you have been thru the past year. Many continued good thoughts and prayers coming your way.
I just found myself saying "oh yay" out old when I saw that you had a new post. Thanks for the update. The simple fact that you are able to put into words what you are going through says that you WILL get through.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad to see you back blogging! You have seen some major changes in 2011 and you are still sober- that in itself is wonderful.
ReplyDeleteAre you ok? I check in here every so often and it's been a long time since you e posted. I'm worried. Hope youre ok.
ReplyDeleteHey, are you still OK? I have waited to see you and hope that your long absence is due to Good Things and happiness...
ReplyDeleteHow are you doing now? I hope you’re getting better. I think most of us go through a phase in our lives where we feel lost and confused. But don’t you worry, I’m sure everything will be clear to you at the right time. There are so many things to look forward to in life, and I’m very happy that you’re trying your best to stay positive. Whenever you’re feeling sad, just remember, when life gives you lemons, make delicious lemonade! Good luck! =)
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